Who Really Knows About Me?

Feel bored without friends.....some went to kk and some went for tuition....don't know what to do at home besides watching pps and listening to music...I wake up around 9am and open my computer, I don't know what to do because everyday I do the same thing with my computer....open Facebook and chat but this morning there's nobody to chat with....maybe all are busying....my mother don't let me go out anymore with my friends because spm is getting nearer and nearer....still left about 20 plus days only...I m wondering that after spm I will be leaving this place that I have live for more than ten years....I'm gonna leave my friends and to to another place....quite sad because cannot play with them anymore....I scared I will forget them in the future....I don't want to be like this...I want to day with them and there is a important person that I will miss most.....I swear that I will not forget about her....she is the first girl that I use my true my heart to love her...although we cannot become couple and many troubles occur during that time but i still love her....I also made my friends made into troubles because of this problem...I FORGIVE the guy but don't know why I still can't talk to him when I saw him...don't have anything to say with him....there are also many things in my heart that other of my friends don't know....I pretend to be happy,cheerful,playful to overcome my sadness and the pressure....who really knows about me???? The answer is "NOBODY"..... I try lots of method to cover my sadness....I choose to be a childish person.....I always been call dog because of my name but I have already used of that name since I'm small...I can accept what my friend friends done to me as long as it does not hurt me too deeply...I accept all the ways they treat me because I list them as my true hearted friends....but I don't know do they treat me as true hearted friends or nt....lastly I want to say that人生就像一场戏，因为有缘才相聚...珍惜你的朋友

小弟弟（鹏鹏）的生日^^

昨天是我们 “小弟弟”（梁凯鹏）的生日哦


到了学校的时候我和健去connie和pei ling的课室谈天


谈谈下就说到了是凯鹏的生日然后她们刚好有3根蜡烛


加起来等于12岁。。。哈哈哈....之后我们打算叫鹏鹏上来把那蜡烛给他


我下去找他的时候他竟然在睡觉...呵呵...然后就叫醒他和我一起上去


到了课室后我们就和他假假谈天然后我们就唱起生日歌了


我们也把那3根蜡烛给他，叫他好好保管


他很开心因为他终于升级了


他现在变成“ 小哥哥”了 ^^


到了晚上我们约他出来想帮他庆祝


那时有 JIAN, KHONG , KU SHUN, BONG, XIAN


我们决定了去 NEXT ROUND


到了切蛋糕的时候


我们和鹏鹏玩了一个游戏就是把蜡烛插到蛋糕的最深处


然后叫他把那蜡烛用嘴巴咬出来


他想反抗但是最后还是被我们弄到满脸蛋糕


弄到他了之后他一直想找机会弄回我


在我吃着蛋糕的同时他被蛋糕 dap去我的脸


弄得满脸都是


最惨的是蛋糕的CREAM进到我的鼻子洞！！！！


好油哦！！！


但是他最后在 NEXT ROUND 还是被我们用冷水淋湿了


哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！


看到他那样心里还真爽...呵呵呵^^


真的玩的好开心哦....但是这些都还是普通的招数


要玩？ 还有很多呐


说到要整人我一流。。。哈哈哈


明年在玩点更刺激的....不能用水









要用啤酒！！！！！！！！！！

~心痛~

Don't treat me like this please!

Please tell me what u want to say

If you want to explain to me than juz explain...i will listen to you

I just say it out what i have seen in facebook

U can't blame me by treating you like that because only that way i just can forget you

I deleted u as my friend because i don't want you to give any comment anymore

When i see your comment, i will think back all those things

U want to see me suffer like that?

U will be happy if i sufer like that?

Just give me sometime to change...

I know that i am selfish but i duno what can i do

Just leave me alone first...

Give me time to forget that thing first because i stepped in deeply

I'm trying my best to pull myself out from it

I admit i blamed u before but now i already forgive you

Please don't do anything things that will hurt you

Don't blame urslef

BE HAPPY!!!

Just give me time k?

WISH U CAN FIND A BETTER BOY THAN ME.....ALL THE BEST TO YOU^^

~答案~

Huh...finally get an answer from her.

Although not the answer that i want.

But al least gt answer already.

It's ok.

I'm tired of it.

If like that she will be happy than i will follow what she say.

So now i juz focus on exam^^

BOBBY IS BACK!!! Always smile and sot^^

~今天的我~

今早和我的 brother 们去吃早餐...吃完后就去载其他人...在路上谈起了我的事情，我的心七上八下的，很乱，不知该如何...谈谈下，谈谈下就到了学校。 那时候已经要7点了，考试就要开始了但是我的心还没定下来...还在想那件事，我真的很没用！！ 考试开始了...我拿到卷纸后发呆了很久因为我的头脑根本就想不到东西...考试2.30分钟可是我发呆了1.30钟...头脑一片空白，我还想那件事！！！ 为什么我那么笨？？！！ 考完国语后我有信息【她】，但是【她】还是和平常一样不回我信息.....我要和【她】说清楚但是【她】又不回我信息...那是什么意思呢？ 放学后我去了【她】练舞那里但是我不敢进去因为怕影响【她】练舞于是我就一个人坐在楼梯听歌...听听下歌我的眼泪流了下来，我听到当初【她】介绍给我听的歌《相见恨晚》...然后又勾起之前陪她去练舞，追她的回忆...歌完了之后我的眼泪也停了下来......过了不久jackie走来我旁边然后就坐了下来，她和我说她刚刚看到了《他》...她来的时候眼眶红红的..在那时候我知道她也和我一样哭过...之后我们谈着谈着她又哭了起来。 不知道为什么我也跟着哭了而且是我17年来哭得最厉害的一次！！那时候 jackie 可能吓到了吧，到她安慰回我。他是第一个看到我哭到那样的朋友，她也是我的干姐(jackie)...她一直用我以前安慰她的话来安慰我但是我没感觉因为那是我说出来的话...但是我还是要谢谢她的安慰。

~你知道我在等你吗？~

只要是【你】要求的，你吩咐的，我能做到的我都会做。 我会尽全力满足【你】，讨好【你】，让【你】开心...让【你】比别人更幸福，更开心。虽然我们有缘无份但是我对【你】还是像以前一样只是方式不同而已，我不知【你】有没有感受到。 我不要求什么，只要【你】开心，我就已经很高兴了。 虽然这几天都一直和朋友一起玩但是我的心都还是想着【你】....我每次多么想【你】和我信息但我知道那是不可能，【你】能在我fb和我聊天我也觉得开心至少我等到【你】的出现，不会感到寂寞...我知道【你】最近考试所以不敢找【你】，怕影响到【你】...到现在为止我都还没有放弃【你】，我还在等【你】，好希望【你】能给我多一次机会哦...希望【你】看了我这次写的东西后不要不理我，我只是想把我心理所想的写出来而已因为闷在心里很辛苦..^^